Because I love him

By Trouble

I let it go with every innuendo
I let it go with every negative, demanding comment
I let it go that you limit my friend and family interactions
I let it go the way you demean our child
I let it go because I love you.

You don't know the real him, he doesn't mean the things
That he does, he's stressed and I push him too far. I should have
Known better it's all my fault. I don't want him to leave, I don't
Want him to go. I love him.

I let it go when he yells and swears at me and my kids.
I let it go when I have a bruise above my eyes
I let it go when he twists my arm or breaks a bone
I fight the police when they try to arrest him, because I
Want him home. I love him.

You don't know the real him, he doesn't mean the things
That he does, he's stressed and I push him too far. I should have
Known better it's all my fault. I don't want him to leave, I don't
Want him to go. I love him.

My family doesn't understand, they just don't have a clue. The
Fights with my sister, my brother, my mother or my father, threats
To call DCF, threats to take away from my children ... He would never hurt
Them, you don't understand He loves me, he really loves me.
We have a home together, a Family.

You don't know the real him, he doesn't mean the things
That he does, he's stressed and I push him too far. I should have
Known better it's all my fault. I don't want him to leave, I don't
Want him to go. I love him.

One beating, then two, two beatings then three... does it ever end.
Does the excuses ever stop. Does he really love you the way you love
him. I understand you love him I really do but do you realize the horror
You're exposing your children to. Do you understand it is not your fault and
Time for the cycle to end...

He loves you but not in the way you need. You love him I know you do
But you have to love yourself and your children more... Because they love
You too.

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